Melancholy

The endless scrolling didn't get her what she craved
Nor did the hundred abandoned online carts
Her Spotify playlist was unsatisfying
The fridge didn't give her the icecream she needed.
Air rushes to fill a vacuum, said science.
They were not talking about the abyss in her mind.

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